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teratohmy
28 January 2009 @ 11:41 pm
Matmos have talked about their new album and it's exciting(ly convoluted)!

"His concept for the next CD began with a work of scholarship, Nicholas Royle's Telepathy and Literature. Royle sees something telepathic in the relationships between certain literary figures, like Catherine and Heathcliff in Wuthering Heights. Daniel took to the idea: "After 16 years of making music with Martin, I thought telepathy seemed like a fruitful trope for how improvisers sense where all the people in the room are going. That's a kind of telepathy too." That led him to Ganzfeld telepathy experiments, in which one person, the receiver, minimizes extraneous sensory input by reclining in a chair or on a mattress, and donning a blindfold as well as headphones transmitting white noise. The receiver does his best to empty his mind, and from another room, a second person, the sender, concentrates on a randomly selected image and tries to send it to the receiver via telepathy. During the test, the receiver speaks, responding to whatever enters his mind, and those responses are recorded. For 30 years starting in 1974, researchers used the procedure in an attempt to determine whether or not extrasensory perception exists.

Daniel has been conducting Ganzfeld sessions with friends, assorted Baltimore hipsters and musicians, even some Oxford dons recorded during a visit to England. He plans to collect several dozen audio and video tapes of the sessions, then see if something emerges as the conceptual basis for the next Matmos recording. It might lie in someone's spoken language, a phrase or a description of an image, or perhaps a hummed melody. (Some receivers have sung, hummed, and groaned.) Were someone to say "triangle," for example, Daniel might incorporate the sound of a triangle, or use threes as a musical schema: "A piece based on a triangle? OK, I'll do a waltz: one two three one two three." He could take some of the tapes, ignore the meaning of the words, and treat them as a sort of protoscore: "Let's say I have four sessions that are five minutes long, and in each a different person speaks at different points and with different levels of volume. So you could turn those four sessions into a kind of score for when musical instruments play and how loud they are." He says one female receiver reported a mental image of a lemon cut up, then reassembled with pins and photographed, after which the photograph turned into music. "So we're going to do that," Daniel says. "We're going to record all the sounds of cutting and make music with the lemon and the pins, probably with contact microphones. I find conceptual work very freeing. If you're told, 'OK, you have to make music using triangles and lemons,' to me there's so much you can do there. That could be a calypso piece, that could be a waltz, and it doesn't tell you if it's fast or slow, if it's busy or empty. All the fun decisions still get to be made."

And yes brad I'm still preparin that cd which'll have a song with a triangle.
 
 
teratohmy
13 January 2009 @ 12:00 am
Love  
My goodness a long time I downloaded 4 years of SXSW artists. Which ended up being over 3,000 songs // 1 week of music. I'm almost through the A's though and I found some stuff I really like. I have so much crap that I downloaded, it's exciting.

So 2008 in review, here we are.
We could start with music. But nothing came out.
Matmos - Supreme Balloon
Animal Collective - Water Curses
Dosh - Wolves and Wishes
Sarah Slean - The Baroness Redecorates
Amanda Palmer - Who Killed Amanda Palmer
Blevin Blectum - Gular Flutter

On the other hand, Matmos, TSPT, mum, Placebo, and Bjork, among others will be releasing new stuff in 2009/2010.

As for concerts, I went to quite a few. I saw Matmos in one way or another 7 times, missing one in September. I went to mum with my mom, it was surprisingly repetitive, but the opening Torngat was excellent. I saw Amanda Palmer and Rasputina. Kria Brekkan and Blevin Blectum at the same place, different times. The Dresden Dolls for last new years.

This was actually my best year I think, I found out a lot about myself and not only that I did a lot for myself. I had been stuck in a rut since I came back from Czech Republic, being stuck with my sister for that month, crashing car, having to got a job at a grocery store, surrounded by food and feelings, still not being able to perform senior year. I ended gaining back 80 pounds from summer 2006 to winter 2008.

My new years resolution was to get a boyfriend last year. I think I've done everything but that. I have a 3.3 GPA having gotten a 3.5 this fall, which is amazing. My weight is just about as high as I can tolerate it now. I'm getting stuff done rather than doing nothing. I've begun saving up money and I have aspirations for the net 10 years of my life. I made friends completely on my own, of my own merit, although I really only liked very few of them. I don't know what's wrong with everybody, I really just don't fit into my age bracket. As for dating, when you add gay to that equation, people just become annoying.

I did go on a few dates though. I got to thoroughly embarass myself. Overall I got to do a lot of that last year. Which is good, it makes me so happy to have fun and I'm glad to be with people that appreciate that, even if they are rare.

On the other hand I've been accused of sabotaging myself, and I see no reason I can deny it. But is it sinful to only want the best? I always end up hating myself when I try to settle for less.

So what to expect in 2009? Busyness. After I finish this semester I'm going to the Czech Republic and when I come back from that I plan to move to California. I'm gonna miss that Ursula's house is no longer just a 30 minutes drive.
 
 
teratohmy
02 January 2009 @ 12:15 am
I switched my keyboard layout to dvorak. It took me nearly 2 minutes to type that last sentence xD
 
 
teratohmy
29 December 2008 @ 12:23 pm
Woot Woot I organized mah musics. And typed them all up for you to ignore. On my neogeocities page!

http://teratomata.googlepages.com/music.html
 
 
teratohmy
24 December 2008 @ 04:06 am
(03:59:19) David Fo: yo
(03:59:28) Mike Ru: sup?
(03:59:48) David Fo: (03:57:38) Laura Bialek: hey stranger!
(03:58:06) David Foltin: Merry Holiday :D
(03:58:18) Laura Bialek: you too!
(03:58:27) Laura Bialek: how are you?! i haven't talked to u in forever
(04:00:03) Mike Ru: !!!!!
(04:00:04) Mike Ru: lol
(04:00:46) David Fo: YES
(04:05:25) David Fo: music.boys.photography.sumb.sour sitrus society.friends.ipod.travleing.meeting new people.basketball.road trips
(04:05:30) David Fo: why are boys her interest?
(04:05:32) David Fo: like...
(04:05:34) David Fo: ..
(04:05:36) David Fo: wait
(04:05:40) David Fo: she gets more than I do
(04:06:12) Mike Ru: lol
 
 
teratohmy
21 December 2008 @ 11:13 pm


I don't remember Xanopticon having such nice beats, it's almost disappointing. My compooper is back but you all know that. I have so many nice new things that I'm making work on it ^_^
 
 
teratohmy
30 November 2008 @ 02:38 pm
I got a new motherboard despite saying I wouldn't.

Also, Shaver got a really awesome laptop and I want it now.
 
 
teratohmy
14 November 2008 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know why I try to date anyone, I expect too much from the people around here. Why are people content with being malcontent, why doesn't anyone actively try to improve their life?
 
 
teratohmy
12 October 2008 @ 06:32 pm
Wow  
SO I had to get a new scientific calculator (for some reason, gold just doesn't work well...) and I got like the one that's a step up... for $25 it can do linear regression, which I'm pretty sure the TI-83 can't do without an app or something.

On the other hand, I just realized how insane I've been somewhat lately this summer.
 
 
teratohmy
04 October 2008 @ 11:48 am
I'm always thinking beautiful thoughts
but that day we spent in the woods must have been too much for me
and the things I was thinking had fallen out and their seeds have grown.







3 months later I know I am the best
and how lonely that is.
 
 
teratohmy
26 September 2008 @ 12:18 pm
Wow, from last year, I've done a complete 360 and then some. I'm happy again, I love learning more than ever, I'm doing better for myself, including having lost almost all the weight I gained back (and looking better than ever). I've lost my social stigma and now I can explore a whole knew realm of hating people for who they are moreover than who I think they are, not that there was a terrible amount of incongruence, just the details are clear to me now. I'm still improving on working hard, but I'm terribly more motivated and hard working than I have ever been, and I have less sympathy now for those who fail themselves with excuse. I'm a nicer person, and slowly becoming cleaner, definitely more organized. I'm busy, for the first time ever. Really my only major problem left is money, I got somewhat blindsided with the school bills this year but I think I'll have everything down by this week. My weight is now down to what it was briefly before may, and I've lost 50lbs since february. Yay google.



Summer sucked, I learned a lot. I'm looking forward to my life.
 
 
teratohmy
13 September 2008 @ 03:16 am
I'm sorry that I forgot.

I was busy.



Also, wtf is it with calc and gay guys???

Also, Fungus Fest 2008 is Sept 28, Sunday. You're invited.

Also Six flags is friday, $20 bucks...

Also Bake Sale thursday, we're gonna kick some ass :D
 
 
teratohmy
06 September 2008 @ 02:55 pm
Everything will be fine.

If I can last two weeks.
 
 
teratohmy
20 August 2008 @ 09:36 pm
merr I made a mistake yesterday :(

On saturday I went to see Blevin Blectum... I had old ladies yelling at me, crazy super secret underwear parties in the middle of brooklyn with licky and black guys yelling at me and biker gangs and then going home that night and someone trying to mug me.

Today I got 2 adorable rats, a tan one named Muffin and a black and white one that we haven't named yet. Sooo cute :)

Tyler's gone :( I'm sad because he's so nice he really pushed me to be a better person and I'm more proud of who I've become because of him. On the other hand he was the final straw before I gave up on my ideals. I don't know how I feel about that, but Ursula fucking wishes I'd keep my pants on.

Sasha moved in. I'm content with the living situation, I just need a bed frame and we want a thingy to put the tv on.
 
 
teratohmy
15 August 2008 @ 11:28 am
Yay I'm so proud of myself, I respected one of my friends yesterday :)
 
 
teratohmy
07 May 2008 @ 10:10 pm
Mmm. So I handed in my English stuff today. Last class that I have to worry about anything. 3 Finals next week not that I care so much, I need an 87.9 in chem, not hard, a B in Calc, not hard, and an 83 in Physics, laughably easy. I'm not so sure I did so well in my English, and I needed that to get the A :(

I talked to Adam (Rashap) about Physics, he had the teacher I'm going to have and says he's pretty easy, so I'll find him super easy ;p I thought Adam was some idiot though because all I've heard him talk about is partying and pointless social stuff and whatnot, but he's actually a Bio major which is cute. Figured he was some stupid liberal arts or something pointless.

And god damn fuck the gays and their god fucking damn fucking Bio.

Speaking of which, I've been thinking about dualing in some sort of Chem and Bio marriage but I really wasn't sure what. I like the sounds of Chemical Biology Which focuses a lot less on the organism and more on the chemical activity created within the organism. Still I'm interested in maybe something a degree less Biologyy, I really don't like Bio as a study but just an ancillary fun fact kind of thing, like physics. Whatever, it's all easy (and fun, to boot!)

I only need 1 point from my essay revision to bring my english to an A, supposing all my other revisions are also A's...

Art is an A and lab is an A.

I'm doing this more to talk to myself than to you. Whoever you are. I feel rude with how much I talk about my grades, like I'm show offy. I'm really just proud of myself, I've been a failure all my life with every single teacher I've ever had telling me I should be getting beyond straight As. And now I am. :) My 8th grade science teacher told me I should be going to MIT but with how I was going (and went) I would never get into there. It's been my dream ever since to go there, until recently I've looked up the stuff and actually Caltech is like MIT but more suited for Chemistry, and also a lot more fun (my kind of fun :)

I really worry about some other people and their grades and how they're doing, but on the other hand I feel I've been there done that and they need to step up to the plate and mature, it's not my job to lecture them nor is that my role or responsibility. Although I do hope that being a good role model and being fairly open about myself will help them. I wish the best.

I feel mentally mature well beyond anyone I know and I'm growing at a pace unbound. But I also feel like a little child always having fun, hopping around and singing and dancing and laughing. I like both sides, but where they meet is hard to reconcile and creates some tough boundaries in my self image. Having some friends here really filled in a void that devastated me last semester (on top of the pressures of everything being different) and I'm glad for this to have evolved within my life.

santogold bjork

It really annoys me when people think they're edgy and offensive and have to warn me that they're offensive.

I'm so self-centered I'm rolling my brain thinking they're jack shit.

I just mapped out all my journals, I had SIG, CD, FD, PG, and now this one. Yeah I'm not telling you them.
Old Journal Shit )

I realized I'm at a point where I can deal with my past. I like where I am, a lot.



Me, I'm a creator, thrill is to make it up :p
 
 
teratohmy
02 May 2008 @ 11:43 pm
Meeeep.

So I've payed off all the bills (except the elect.)
I got new shoes :D
I need underwear
I could use more socks
I want a macbook
and hard drive
and microphone
and camera
and ipod/car cd player thingamaboobob
but I got a mouse that works
I need to get an exam to get more contacts, and hopefully insurance will cover that.
I cleaned up a lot today
Going to see Matmos in July :D
Camping was cancelled
Looking for a new job
preferably something with benefits
after 6months... like starbucks.
I'm a lot more social
I'm doing well in school
I've lost plenty of weight and still losing
and no anorsexia :D
Super excited for Sasha to move in, Shirron can get out now please.
But what I'll never understand is
why can't I get a boyfriend?
I'm not ugly
mean
terribly annoying
or dumb
nor anything too terribly bad.
except maybe a little quiet.
School ends after next week.
A ton to do
 
 
teratohmy
22 April 2008 @ 08:28 pm
:) I need a 75.6 average on my next 2 calc tests to get a B, which is totally doable as long as I do the hw. On the other hand the chem is gonna be a hard push to an A...

Psych - 1 test left, need an 83
Art - 8 pieces left to do at home + 3 classes left for an A
English - paper tonight, if it's an A I almost certainly have an A
Lab - A
Chem - A if I study...

All that's left are some Chem quizzes, a chem test next week, calc test next week, art hw, english paper, and calc/chem final.

That puts my GPA at 3.778 this semester, and a 3.433 combined, and a max gpa if I get straigh A's next 2 semesters of 3.770. I wonder where I can get with that :/

I'm doing my paper on ee Cummings, and I have to say I have a whole new respect for poetry.

dying is fine) but Death

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baby
i

wouldn't like

Death if Death
were
good:for

when(instead of stopping to think)you

begin to feel of it,dying
's miraculous
why?be

cause dying is

perfectly natural;perfectly
putting
it mildly lively(but

Death

is strictly
scientific
& artificial &

evil & legal)

we thank thee
god
almighty for dying

(forgive us,o life!the sin of Death






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iness
 
 
teratohmy
19 April 2008 @ 11:08 am
3 weeks until shool's over! I wonder what will happen by then...

But I calculated it's almost impossible for me to get an A in Calc unless he gives us tons of hw that I do all of, and get near 100's on the tests. Chem is similar but doable. Good stuff, I should ask him for some ec...
 
 
teratohmy
18 April 2008 @ 06:46 pm
A little bit sometimes, work makes everything better O-o Which I'm having plenty of next week. But I might be able to pay off all the bills and stuff before semester is over which is great.



This makes me want to go to the meat section at work and put googly eyes on everything, be sho cuuute :D Also, Norman came out of nowhere and invited me to a party O_o,,, weeeird but whatever, it's just what I wanted. Also, Andrew and Adam are daties now :D I was sad at first but I'm over it and happy for them, no point wasting time when it's time that's needed. It's not like an incessant fawning is going to change their mind etc etc
 
 
 
 

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